In
the book “Writing down the Bones”, Natalie Goldberg discusses a first thought
technique. To better understand how she sees writing, check out this link:
She gives six rules to follow while using her First Thoughts technique:
When my Professor
introduced this to me, I was so confused at first. It is so liberating that it
became a hobby for me. You write with no restrictions. When something is
bothering me, instead of taking it out on the world, I just sat down and write.
This gave me free space to reflect many things. It was as if I was talking with
myself: the uptight judgmental me and the free spirit me.
My
experience with the Journal’s routine was a very successful one. It was hard to
forget about the spelling, punctuation, and grammar but I got used to it by the
second week. I can say that the thing that most gave me difficulty was going not
this, but rather going for the jugular. Usually I don’t open up to anyone about
my personal issues, so I pill them up until I explode one day. The journal
became my ally, I had someone to talk to. Someone, who at the end of my
writing, helped me see how to solve the problem. That someone was me, I calmed
myself down. Now I know how to deal with certain things that bothers me. I
enjoyed writing about things that I wanted, not those that I’m assigned to
write about. I don’t have the problem that anyone would read my notebook. It
was personal, a one to one connection. Also, I liked that I would completely,
seriously, disconnected from the world during that 10 minutes.
At
the beginning of the project, I was very uptight with what I wrote. I remember
how in the first essay I had to hand in for this class I had no idea what to
write about. Now I can say that I am able to write about almost everything in
an open way. When writing, I just let my emotions flow and guide my pen. I write
more and with an expanded vocabulary than I did in High School. Instead of
pausing my writing in order to overthink about what I’m writing, I just keep
writing and at the end I let my editor’s side do her job. Now instead of
considering an assignment I see it as an escape from reality.
When
I started this project I was just a Freshman in the University of Puerto Rico,
Rio Piedras campus. The journal helped me with the transition and the
adaptation to this new routine. I notice that now I have more positive vibes,
I’m not mad at the world all the time as I used to be. Instead of snapping on
someone, I stop and think about what I’m going to do or say before. I definitely
learned how to deal with my anger. Exercise and writing helps me on a daily
basis. Now I’m able to understand myself better and I also got the opportunity
to set my goals, at least for this academic year.
A
side of me, that I didn’t knew existed, emerged. That is my writer side. She
was able to come out and write about things I couldn’t imagined I could do. So
yes, I feel more engaged in writing than I used to. I will continue to write
and use Natalie Goldberg’s technique but I don’t see myself writing for the
public. I have noticed that I express more my opinion and start commenting on
Facebook or Twitter.
The
interdisciplinary goal of this class helps you learn about everything. I
selected one of the journals that connected with Psychology. In overall, I talked
about I why is the human mind so complex. There’s no book that states how to
analyze or understand it. We, the humans, are still very ignorant when it comes
to this topic. The mind is the most complex machine that has the power to
influence upon the brain, the nervous system, the body, all of the organs, and
glands. It is a part of our soul, who we are as a person. It is through it that
we reflect how we live and how we function in the world we live with. This
connected very much with what I was doing in this project. Unfortunately, I
didn’t have much time to continue my analysis but I used the few minutes I made
them count. After I was done, I decided to continue to write about this another
day and I made a little research so that I could continue that line of thought.
So, I encourage you to give it a try.
It's incredible how an activity can affect two different persons in the same way. I had a lot of trouble too expressing myself. Not that I'm a shy person, but my feelings are not usually a topic I like to discuss. I'm very glad that the project helped you become a better and more expressive writer.
ReplyDeleteI felt the same way as you did when we started writing in the journal. It helped me have a better attitude specially in the mornings. Also, relating to psychology. This is an extremely interesting topic, and it's very complex. According to Freud, in order to function in society we have to repress ourselves. However, whatever we repress of our personality is liberated through our dreams. This explains why we often dream things that we would never do in real life. Also, Freud states that if we do not release ourselves from the repression through our dreams then we will show diseases such as neurosis.
ReplyDeleteI think it's great that you really opened up about your experience with the journal. Honestly, a lot of these things happened to me too. I bottled up my feelings and didn't open up to anyone much. But, the journal made me be more honest and open about what I feel; it made me see things differently. I can tell you've enjoyed this assignment just like me. I'm glad it made you reflect better on things.
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